HI Everyone!!! Just figuring out how picture blogging works! Took long enough.

Finding the pathway.

I find the older I get the easier it is to see flaws in others and potential lessons to learn. It seems whenever I get ahead of myself and humbleness takes a backseat, I relive what I had laughed at. "I can't believe they can't do that." "I can do that better than them." It's embarassing to admit that I think this to myself when someone is not getting it as easily as myself. Whatever they were struggling with, I seem to be in the same position. It is amazing to feel one with the world, the giant, messy cycle of it all and the nothing that gives it a chance to thrive. Feeling in the philosophical mood, i decided to post this. If there really is a life after this, how will we use our time? Creating families, or becoming a learned scholar, or not worrying. What will we take with us and what will we leave behind. As a goal for myself, I want to leave behind empty space. I want to leave behind the negative energy that ways one down. But how does one potentially move forward? Forward is sooooo subjective, even happy feelings can be caused by consuming something we know isn't good for us. Whatever it is, I hope you find it and it brings you a good turn.

A Long Awaited Trip and New Workout

Nana and Grampy are finally coming. We are ecstatic. And I will be excercising my new driving privilages by taking Gramp to Barnes and Noble in Orem. I got a 95%! Which is good enough for me. If only I could sufficiently park uphill. Oh, well, you can't be perfect at everything. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WINNIE! I can't believe she's already two. Also, I have just bought this product called P90X that I am starting next week. I am still a bit apprehensive because they are intense workouts, but that is why I'm blogging about it. It will leave me no choice but to suck it up and actually get off the couch with my free time.

Driving Miss Crazy

It's finally happening. I am planning on getting my drivers license. Two years too late. Rest assured that it is not due to my lack of safe driving, but my ongoing talent for procrastination. Monday is the test, and as long as I can back out all right, everything will go according to plan. Backing up 100 feet has been somewhat of a hassle because I'm only 4'11''. On a side note Happy BIrthday Grampy on the 1st!!!

And So It Begins...

Okay gang, although AP English was a bust, AP Statistics is now in progress. I am also taking Anatomy and Physiology for all my medical buffs and Psychology for all you lovable screwups. In my opinion I can definetly sell the line "And how do you feel about that?" Those who are bummed about AP English, don't worry I probably will still take the test, I just am taking the secret way in. Thanks for the comments by the way, although I've only been at school for 4 days, it feels like an eternity!!! Love ya' all.

Impending Doom or just Senior Year???

I hear the second hand ticking at an alarming rate. Two days. Such an amazing summer, with visits from our long missed family members; but I can't help but feel a sick churning in my stomach. AP classes are the spawn of satan himself. A question is now lodged within the confines of my mind: Why am I taking AP Statistics and AP English Lit.? If anyone could answer, it would be much obliged.